The Plain Truth about Ti and Do's Heaven's Gate

For 19 years I was a staunch member of the group infamously known as Heaven's Gate. During that time I fully anticipated "giving my life" - physically and though it was not exactly welcomed from a pure instinctive survivalist mindset, I knew I was not essentially my flesh and was therefore willing to "lay down my life" as the ultimate demonstration of faith, as clearly prescribed, predicted and demonstrated by Jesus to receive "eternal life in His Kingdom in the physical heavens and as the group of 39 did on March 26, 1997.

As strange as it may seem I did not know all that much about Jesus at the time and was not "looking" for a "second coming". I was always enamoured with Jesus through movies, raised a Catholic and facinated by things he was purported to have said. I considered him a great person to extend love (giving) even to people that otherwise would receive none but I knew this was not someone I had that much in common with except in a young boy's fantasy of being heroic that included "giving one's life" for a higher cause.

In my late teens into my mid twenties I did engage somewhat heavily into spiritual pioneering though never found one group or practice a fit for me. I was rather pragmatic and skeptical in some ways, though when introduced to spiritualism - the study of the spirt world as populated by various spirit entities to include ghosts and the like, it seemed completely feasible and excited me a little.

So when the group headed by "The Two" came to the town where I had been living - Newport, Oregon in September of 1975, where I was living a moreorless hippy life of doing odd jobs and playing music for meals and such it was quite a shocker to feel so compelled to join that I abandoned the log home I was building on a tiny startup commune, sold or gave away most of my possessions, to include a bunch of musical instruments and agreed with my long term girlfriend who I came to the west coast with from Plainview Long Island New York some five years hence to split up. She was joining as well and it was clear this was an individual endeavour that would require "ALL" our time and energy - to prepare to leave the planet physically in a spacecraft, what humans would call unidentified - a UFO.

Most people would consider this last premise very far fetched but for some reason it didn't phase me. I was not a UFO buff if there were many of them then. In fact just a month or so before that time was my first exposure to the subject. The radio was on in the background and I was talking with friends when what sounded like a new report caught my attention saying that a flying saucer had crashed near Roswell, New Mexico. It sounded like a current event to me. I was shocked by the idea and exclaimed to my friends the news and they paid it no mind which puzzeled me at the time. It wasn't until years after I joined those who were called by the media the UFO Cult that I learned of the full Roswell flying saucer crash in July of 1947.

The meeting I attended that caused my life to do a full 360 degree turn was held in Waldport, Oregon a tiny fishing town just south of Newport. It was actually where I was building my teepee styled house of logs, though I spent most of my time in Newport where I saw the poster advertising the meeting. Ti and Do spoke and everything was very plain jane so to speak but I knew this was what I was looking for. I went around town telling friends "I felt like I was sitting in front of the equivilent of Jesus". Ti and Do didn't say they were Jesus. They said they were from the same place and family as Jesus, a many membered kingdom level that was a strata or level above human and that humans were their experiment and way in which they increase their membership but had very, very high standards for entry which is why it required our "ALL". For some reason - giving ALL attracted me and that it was associated with Jesus. They said in a written handout that they thought themselves the Two Witnesses in the Bible Book of Revelations of St. John, in chapter 11 and that it was their job to gather those who wanted to go to the Kingdom of Heaven, what they called the "process", actually the overcoming of our humaness process that would actually change our body into a new creature that could survive outside the Earth's confines. They stressed that this Next Level was not the Earth spirit world and that simply dying while living a good life does not qualify us to gain it's entrance and membership. We first had to connect with a representative from that Kingdom who would personally take us through the steps needed to enact those physical changes which was the job they had been sent from the Kingdom of Heaven to do as the follow up promised by Jesus to his students. Those who had demonstrated their faith and trust (belief) in Jesus by giving their "ALL" even to the degree of losing their lives were "saved" at that time to be incarnated again (born of water (flesh)) so to finish up on the lessons they began but had not completed at that time. They said this was not reincarnation though similar as no one automatically could re-incarnate.

They said this was not a religious movement seeking recruits. The Next Level does not need us but it is their great pleasure and duty to offer what was offerred and given them - eternal life in what is really an evolutionary strata, a step above mammalian life forms just like the plant kingdom is above mineral and animal above plant and human above animal.

They called the transition from human kingdom to next level above human a metamorphosis, the stage of evolution they were administering to those souls that were previously nurtured starting with the genesis story, as written by Moses one of the first reps from that kingdom to begin to upgrade that strain of the human species by giving them laws of social order aka civility along side recognition that they were chosen by the one true God (hebrew Elohiym - a plural word depicting rulers, judges, superior beings) to one day become part of God's family termed "sons" of God.

The metamorphosis began when new prospective members were "snatched away" out of their human styled lives. I can testify to being snatched away as I told many people then and now that I didn't really feel like I had a choice. I did but it wasn't a matter of weighing the pros and cons as many do when considering a drastic change such as this represented. I saw my life pass before my eyes and it felt as if everything I'd encountered till then was so that I would be in this state of openess unencumbered by cares of the world or my own sense of self worth through accomplishment or accumulation of wealth. I had none of those things though was just beginning to have a budding musical ego as a part of an exciting band that were gigging. But I just gave that up and my relationship to a young women I felt love for. It hardly phased me that I would never again have sex or play music. It never crossed my mind that I might just try it for a while to see if it pans out the way these TWO said it would. For some, whether conscious or not, they did join and soon thereafter drop out. Some said they left because no spacecraft came as they expected and niether did the "demonstration". Following the Bible passage of the Book of Revelations, Chapter 11, these Two Witnesses would prophecy for 3 1/2 years. When that didn't seem to literally take place a number of followers left but this didn't mean anything to me. I was not a Bible student. As it turned out Ti and Do were not avid Bible followers either. They knew they had an extraordinary sense and discernment of the real relationship between this Next Level, that they were Older Members in and the human kingdom. They knew their focus was their students - to prepare them to board a spacecraft however that might happen. They never focused on time frames. Students would press them for time frames and would press them about who they were. Some thought they were Moses and Elias aka Elijha because of the time when Jesus took Peter, James and John up a mountain and was transfigured (brightened) before them and they saw these two figures and a bright cloud above them and a booming voice spoke that freightened them.

But after the "snatching away" (1st rapture) began an in earnest experiential around the clock classroom that was always in the move. This was the environment that by doing our best would result in a changed self. We were moreorless riding ourselves of all attachments save a need for oxygen, food and water, though we also strove to rid ourselves of strong likes and dislikes. We sought to become putty in the Next Level's hands, tools, instruments of their will. Yes, we were giving up our free will by making our free will single minded - to become this new creature that was discarding human ways and then replacing them with more Next Level ways. For instance there was no reproduction and sex among members in the Next Level so we were cease sex. There was no point to it any longer and it exhausted a great amount of energy better spent "overcoming" - "metamorphosing" into a butterfly, what we thougt of as getting our wings - ability to fly even in this new body that knows no disease or decay thus is eternal and has many more capacities than any human vehicle (body). Ti and Do were our LINKS up the chain of mind to the Chief of Chiefs. They were to use Older Members in the Level Above Human (to us like Heavenly Fathers) and therefore we were to them their sons in the making.

So began Ti and Do's task calling themselves at that time Human Individual Metamorphosis.

Obviously I did not lay down my life as they did on that March 26th day because I left them in late September of 1994. It's a long story that took me over 10 years to unravel but essentially my departure was due to an insufficient commitment to stay the course. Largely subconsciously I was more interested in me - my sense of being special and enlightened than about service to the kingdom level above human that they, Ti and Do (my teachers) consistently represented to the human kingdom level on Earth, as I believe they had historically done several times before in the names of Jesus, Elijah, Moses and Enoch.

When the 39 members laid down their lives and I learned about it, though I was leading a normal human life I knew I was still connected to them. The day before this most significant event I had the clear thought..."I wonder if they are going to take their lives?". From the time I departed them in 1994 till then, I was vaguely aware of some of their activities. An x-member known as RKK who was in and out of the group many times over their organized 22 years but was not in their presence at the time would call me now and again. He had no idea about their plans. I knew "laying down their lives" was on their table but many things were on the table over the years, so it was not like I readily anticipated their action and had not even had any such thought before. I generally wanted no contact at that time as I was fully engaged in a re-cooped human life. Thinking about them would be like opening the door to my failure and the prospect that I might re-engage with them, something I was fearful of doing knowing it would mean the extraordinary commitment I'd had previously. So I did not often think about the group. Since leaving them I did have somewhat regular vague and confusing dreams related to the group but other than that was preoccupied with my day to day life. My partner was pregnant. We had a small start-up network marketing styled health food supplement business and lived as a family with my partner's then four year old daughter.

However, once I learned of their action, knowing so much about them, I could not remain silent to let the largely uninformed press/public crucify them without a word on their behalf. After all, they did not harm anyone else and they were all adults, most of which had spent a quarter century attempting to live in thought, word and deed "pure Jesus".

Thousands of people are taught to worship Jesus and do what they can to rise to his standards which are exceedingly high and power to those who do their best in this regard, but thousands of others are near completely brainwashed with an artificial view of Jesus, who/what he represented and what was expected to be his student to receive the payoff - membership in a higher Kingdom Level of Life where members have an eternal body as opposed to the temporary and cyclic nature of all life on Earth.

In any case, I felt I had to go forward, not wanting publicity but feeling that I had to stick my toe out there. I shared my perspective with a great deal of press of all kinds to include all the major print media, magazine and newspapers, TV News shows, radio, the show 60 minutes on Easter Sunday, April 6, 1997 and the CNN Larry King Live show to name a few. But I said little of substance. Most of all I could say then was that this was NOT suicide. It was voluntary and not from a place of pain or anger or revenge or depression or any form of mental illness. They were in no way evil as so many humans are as they judge, enslave, coheres, deceive, pressure, abuse and even remove an other's life and I could prove that to anybody who was not afraid to understand it.

After all, one proof of their goodness and promotion of free will pertains to how I left the group. I left of my own volition after speaking with Do about it. Do only said to me..."you want to get more objective". He then instructed my classmates to not try to talk me out of leaving because he said "he knows what he is doing" and instructed the purser to provide me $600 in cash and an airplane ticket and some x-classmates to stay with where I said I initially wanted to go. Whether some want to see this or not, it throws a monkey wrench into the entire "cult" bashers mindset. It also baffles all the psychology professionals. But then they probably think I somehow averted all the brainwashing, a term we in the class joked about continuously because we fully intended to change our mindset from the brainwashing of the current human kingdom that is called "normal" despite all it's "legalized" evil doers, hypocrisy (religious and governmental politics), greed, arrogance, preoccupied focus on appearances and the multiple illusions spurred by construed ownership and high finance that millions adhere to and even "worship", to what we in the group increasingly saw as far more realistic and purposeful - a type of cleansing of anything that took our focus off of the mission we each had voluntarily accepted - to make application to a real membership into a real physical many membered experiential growth oriented level of existence that was frankly exceedingly higher or greater and thus more real (because they no longer died) than the temporary beings within the human evolutionary strata. All humans no matter how great they or others think they are die. Jesus said God was not the God of the dead but was God of the Living. Spirts that exist after their body degrades are not living and that is mostly because living assumes growth, change, progress something that can not occur once in spirit. It would be like a computer program changing anything about itself without new code.

But my example of how I had the free will to leave the group was just one example that I had personal experience with. I was also witness to the departure of many others - actually over 75 that is almost all who left except for Rio who left weeks before that March 1997 demonstration of the degree of their faith. At one point around 1990 Do offered any member $1000 to leave. One member ended up taking him up on it and left. It was never an easy choice for neither member or teachers or fellow members but in a sense each time someone left it was also a relief as it was hard enough to hold onto Next Level thinking and feeling in a world that had gone so far afield from what is really important so when someone who was clearly entertaining doubts of their involvement left it was like the removal of a cancer and also allowed the classroom to proceed to their next "overcoming" lesson step. I never thought ill of someone leaving. At the same time it was saddening as we knew they had failed at what they had so strongly committed to til then. At one meeting before the day that I left Do said of me, as I was exposing to the entire class the problems I was having, "that the hardest lesson to deal with is that of failing".

After the March 97 event I began to have very vivid dreams, premonitions (to include the 9/11 attack - the night before, from my then Long Island home having the thought "I wonder if we are about to be bombed"), sightings of strange lights in the sky (one at my request to determine my re-commitment), clearly seeing a spirit on two occasions, lots of revelations and a degree of prophecy. In case you are wondering, no, I don't make money from my experience nor consider myself a prophet, channeller, remote viewer or any big kahuna - nor does anyone who knows me, though I am a fine musician and a loving dad to my now 10 year old girl. I am not in this for the money as making any is a long shot anyway though I wouldn't turn it down but will not negotiate content unless it clarifies. People and publishers are generally afraid of what I have to share. I understand that but it just shows our insecurity. Many feel they could be "taken in" by it should they "believe". People don't want too great a challenge - I understand that but it is part of the fear that they have been raised with - a fear of the unvarnished truth and how that might upset their apple cart.

I began writing poems and putting them to music. I had been a hippie musician in the early 70's before joining the group and at that time gave up everything including a house I was building, a long term relationship to a young woman I loved and my music, though I began to play music again when I left them in 1994. Some people consider me to be a virtuoso flutist, harmonica and percussionist. In the back of my mind while practising hard I felt it might be used someday to advance my intended delivery of the Next Level information I had been endowed with. The dreams were the biggest influence as they progressed to direct conversations with Do (a few times), Ti (1 time but she was not actually there - it seemed more like a distant communication that time), and certain members (many times) who I knew very, very well who were all presumably in spirit. They looked the same as when I knew them. They told me they would be leaving the spirit world but would return (as many still anticipate in all their "glory" which really translates to "brilliance" or "brightness". That was October of 2006. They told me there were a group of individuals that were like me...connected to them in some way and wanting to serve the creator of this garden planet that to date has been taken over by the weeds. With the current events unfolding that appear to be gearing up for war in the heavens in addition to all over the Earth, with the abuses of people and the environment I am often beside myself with wanting to help the situation somehow. However I don't believe this is the kind of thing that can be turned around. Now people is another story. People to include myself have been hoodwinked and in some respect want to be, or have been blinded from real sight. The religions are anything but representatives of those that founded them. They are all political tools used by the powers that be. Certainly certain members are doing their best and it's not for me to judge any individual though I can judge the direction and action or inaction of the institutions. The Creator Crew doesn't wield it's power to control and manipulate anything but they can take advantage of those who do, to help wake a few up to who they really are and what could be in store for their future.

When Ti and Do and their crew come again it will be both a great and dreadful time. It will be great for those who see them as the Creator Crew that they are, regardless of terminology - God, Krishna, Allah, Higher Power, Moses, Buddha, Jesus and it will be dreadful for those who don't, or don't want to, or no longer have any remnant of soul left due to a hardening of their hearts. When the Next Level, as my teachers Ti and Do called the Kingdom of God (where they are Older Members) comes their members will not at this time be wearing a human body, what to them is like a suit of clothes, nor will they come talking in human language with a humanly understood travel device. However they will be clearly visibly physical as except for the times when they came to this Earth garden to start their task and before returning at task's completion they do not operate as spirit beings as do discarnate spirit entities or ghosts on the human level.

Jesus said God is a spirit. He was referring to the Holy Spirit which is whatever link or pipeline is passing on God Mind (information about the real Kingdom of God and how to one day become a member). In this way God is also energy as all life is endowed - force, even will that in the case of Older Members in the Next Level they choose to give to those who want it as caring (love) and information for the application of the sharing of that caring (love). No member of the Next Level wants the credit for being a link for this energy, God Mind characteristics to include caring, compassion, love and it's facilitation and function as beneficial information and knowing that becomes the basis of faith when experienced. They are so pleased to just be that link or pipeline or vessel for that God Mind however large or small.

The Next Level grows suits of clothes for their members to wear so to interface on the physical plane. But the fact that we all have this energy as a gift that animates us to what we call life along with the environment we exist within in no way makes us Gods in any shape or form. Using that terminology is simply an ego trip and disinformation to turn our heads away from seeing how physical the Kingdom of God really is. We are simply users of this God energy. Older Members of the Next Level have an agenda on planet Earth and always have which entails periodically offering human beings opportunity to become members of their crew, their environment and to be eternal and of greater function and joy in doing so. But it is not a casual offer. It ultimately requires all we can give and help is available by the genuine asking. We can even ask for the strength to genuinely ask.

When they come again in this "All can see" form, not the way Jesus came nor the way Ti and Do came as incarnate in human form, their true believers (not related to ANY group or organization) may at that time be "saved". Saved simply means "kept on ice" so to speak, so their spirits don't end up in the spirit world and so they will have yet another opportunity to relate with the Next Level at the next graduation classroom opportunity perhaps 1000 or so years down the road.

I don't know how the "saved" will happen. With even the primitive (yet impressive to us) technology we human beings have it is near scientifically conceivable that people could be "lifted up" while in their bodies and/or those who had lost their bodies but who beforehand had genuinely wanted connection, might have their spirits lifted as well. People could be motivated to travel to certain places on the planet before that day - led by the Next Level's spirit helpers for "pickup". I don't know about that yet. I kind of think all things are already in place and they have those who are their helpers situated around the planet, not assuming the focus will be the United States though such is likely as this was the location prepared and kept from the tribulation (til 9/11/01 to allow for the graduation classroom to play out the lessons the new members needed to experience to be ready to "give their all" a prerequisite to becoming a full fledged member of their world. It's a trust relationship. By accepting more and more God mind aka Holy Spirit, or spirit of truth, one opens up their frequency pipeline, thus sees more (understands more) thus wants more and gets it. The eye as the lamp of the eye becomes single the more we make it single by focusing all our energy on our budding relationship with whatever rep is with us in human form to teach us and in fact midwife our spirit birth, spirit being the environment our soul seed exists and sprouts to bloom within. Laying down of our suit of clothes is only appropriate as a final example of what we have grown to understand and to where it is no longer a sacrifice to do so, but also only appropriate when a Next Level rep is with us, so it would not be done for the wrong reasons. That's why it was taught to be a sin to take one's own life, because we don't have the judgement of when it might be our next most right step. We need the physical presence of an Older Member from the Next Level to help us determine the appropriateness of such a step and only after a great deal of individual soul searching also guided by that physical present Older Member. If someone sacrifices their life for another human when such an Older Member is not incarnate nothing will be lost for them. They will be recognized by the Next Level as a human being that was very advanced in their ability to show love and the Next Level will see to it that they are "saved" and given an opportunity to be present when such Older Member from the Next Level is physically incarnate.

(Like for me, it may have been wrong to stay with them and give my life in that way as I was not fully prepared. I still had significant ego I wished to play out. Ti actually told me that in so many words once before she left her body in 1985. I do believe the period of time has passed that Do was referring to where some could still join them following their departure in 97. I believe that was geared to those like me who were dropped out of the group at that time. In fact three x-members did lay down their human lives before 2000. I knew them all. I considered doing so but I had already started new ties to the world, having an offspring. I know theoretically God would not have judged me had I decided to lay down my life at that time. I know that offspring is not mine and that God would provide that child with the help she needed as compensation for my departure but this was all in my head while the connection I felt for this new being was more concrete and immediate. I had lost some of the perspective I had, perhaps giving it away to my offspring and in a sense began to wonder if somehow the Next Level was taking my failure and making it into a positive by not insisting that I lay my body down as I was once clearly willing and even eager to do but perhaps was not totally honest with myself, thus I needed more lessons to arrive at that place as naturally as those who did lay them down.
After all did God created this place (complete with it's evolution) and all that takes place on it as opportunities or not. It was my right to lay down my life but I was not ready to do so and in one of my dreams that resulted from my stressing over this during awake time, Do said...I must "give" my life. This I am attempting as we speak as it is exceedingly hard to present this information to anyone because I know all too well how far fetched it sounds to most.

It's funny how the ideas put forth in most religions to me sound too far fetched for them to put their lives into. I believe it is because those religions (all of them) were founded and/or inspired by the one True God's interface with humans from the beginning of the current experiment some 7000 years ago. It was not the beginning of the globe - just the most recent human experiment that was creating a circumstance for a created entity to by it's own free will and guidance from God to offset the influence of the discarnate world choose to return to God's kingdom but in so doing no longer be a created being but instead being a young part of the actual creator crew to assist in the same kind of experiments and the thousands of details that go into each.

I do suspect that simultaneously with that "saved" time or just before we will lose all forms of communication that takes place via satellite. We may also experience a shift of poles and our electronic devices may not function. Perhaps this will occur by our own human hand as we battle each other for space control and/or battle aliens who are no longer restrained in achieving what they want from the planet and it's occupants - largely elemental and genetic materials or by our attempts to shoot this comet as it approaches. NASA already did some target practice shooting a comet with a lame reason most accepted. There is a great deal we the masses are not privy to.
For this reason and because it just makes great sense regardless of who if anyone is "saved" I feel it is imperative to create local communities for basic support systems that don't rely on multinational corporations and electricity for our basic needs. It it ends up we continue to have electric power or develop solar for our power then this exercise of survival without electric will not be needed, but I'd bet anything it's a good exercise that will come in quiet handy for many if not most. I am engaged with one such effort where I live.

It just may be that after this time, the spirit world will be virtually erased sort of the way a tiny flip of a bit can appear to wipe out a hard drive of a computer. The data can still be there but it will not be able to express itself. The bit is flipped by the Next Level, the Creator Crew by the strong presense of their travel device - comet, spacecraft, mothership, cloud of light or whatever technology they have that can issue a particularly strong magnetic pulse. Some Hopi elders say this comet will be fulfilling the Blue Kachina prophecy that began with the arrival of what they call the Two Brothers in the heavens, what some feel was Hale Bopp. Coincidence? I don't think so. I think since 1997 those in the Heaven's Gate crew from the spirit world (naturally their first stop, as was said of Jesus as well) planted many seeds of prophecy so many will be picking up on and making all sorts of connections that heretofore would not have made sense and of course still might not to some.

To those who have either been programmed to have a hardened heart to seeing all this as God's close presense many will simply die at that time either by stroke or heart stoppage - from fear of what they never grew accustomed to - so overcome with the illusion of life on this planet as created by some masters of illusion. The truth is that no one lives forever, so it is not the Next Level's responsibility to keep creatures alive beyond their own will to live. In this way the Next Level is compassionate as for many living with their entire sense of reality flipped on it's ear, recognizing that they were dead wrong would be more than they could take. It's like those who commit suicide when their financial empire collapses. A financial empire is an artificial empire. Burn the paper it's built on and it does not exist. It's an illusion that it does anything good. The truly tood things are the most simple, that which gives us real life and teaches us to appreciate the gift of it which can not be expressed better than by giving it freely to others.

With the spirit world turned off it will clear our heads of all influences except for our own thoughts. Whoever is in a body at this point will certainly feel a great peacefulness akin to those who practice meditations to quiet their minds except this will not require any focus to acheive. It will be the norm. This will also eliminate anxeity about the past, present or future. We will be faced with simply providing for our and our fellow human's real needs, food, water and shelter.
It was said that Satan would be locked up for 1000 years to include Lucifer (speaking through the mouthpiece of the electronic media) and any of those who have his agenda. For all intents and purposes this spirit world is hell, not because it has a fire burning (though might some day experience or become the fuel for) but because being there is a dead end, waiting for the second death when the planet will undergo a total revamping of it's function in the cosmos, perhaps the way Mar's at one time went.

No one can travel very far from the Earth for very long and keep their body alive, so even if some humans travel off into space (a Lucifer agenda) they will perish or perhaps find another planet to begin to interface with and extend their time or their offsprings time. But it will not lead to eternal life. The only path to eternal life is by hooking up with a rep when they are here and learning our lessons which will always include detaching from all human stimulus and support to moreorless begin to cease acting as a human. Human is not a bad place to be. It's completely as natural a state as for a horse in the animal kingdom. However when a rancher captures a wild horse and trains it to be functional in the human kingdom they are giving that horse a unique opportunity to serve the kingdom above them. The horse may buck at first but when it ceases being afraid it will learn that it is taken good care of by the human rancher and gets to experience a new level of love that wild horses may never have the chance to do. In this way, when a higher level interfaces with a lower level of life it stimulates the genes to remember so much so that the flesh evolves. It is in this way the humans are also nutured to create a more and more sophisticated mind that someday might choose to even disconnect (outgrow - overcome) the entire human level that is when the opportunity presents itself with the incarnation of a member from the Kingdom level above human.

Thus no affilation with any group will judge us. We virtually judge ourselves by what we have allowed ourselves to think, feel (or not) and support. That's what judges us. That's what has us see the Next Level as the Creater Crew that they are or not. That is what opens up our heart to what is of most value to us all - life and that is what makes all humans equal - we all were given the gift of life and the means to live it on Earth. When we destroy that gift for ourselves and others in search of our own quest for power we are ill informed. We've been led astray. It's not our fault really but nonetheless we reap what we sow and in the end nothing is lost from it just like that which is discarded from the body can then fertilize a new growth that can feed a new body, thus any negative can be turned to a positive. Energy is niether created nor destroyed. It simply changes shape and expression. But perhaps that is a primitive idea for the Next Level. It may apply on Earth but who knows how it works in worlds we know nothing of. Nothing is impossible except to those who fear change.

However the individuals that are only spoken of as legend and myth, who some don't think ever existed (their plan) no longer have their own bodies to operate. They exist in spirit alone having had bodies during a past Earth civilization. However, some establish a concrete connection with a Next Level rep at some point in which case when they did added Next Level mind (holy spirit) to their then sprouted soul body (that is like a dormant seed for many), so they have an increased power within the spirit world to levy their desires upon those living human beings. It's the only way they can act on the physical plane and "live" again, though they hope they can again have their own suit of clothing (body) to wear and command about as does each new human. They seek to influence those in bodies by simply implanting thoughts and ideas to engage them in certain projects along the lines of the agenda they had while last living. Their prime agenda in place right now is to have a physical means of escaping the Earth, for this "locking up" period has been well anticipated. Thus the increased space program. If they can't get off the planet tjey want to do it in and all things on it that could be of any use to the Next Level but especially those who still have Next Level seed, those who may still be "saved" and/or - the "meek" who Jesus said would inherit the Earth and provide the Next Level a new planeting ground for their next evolutionary step towards yet another graduation classroom as just finished in 1997. So these spirits think nothing of letting technology rule us all. Technology is all they have, and human and/or alien hands to influence in their agenda. Of course this has been an easy agenda to promote among humans as humans many of them are bred as predators. L is also looking to advance biogenetic engineering, again to have a body to interface with and one that could survive in spaceflight indefinitely an ability he has heard exists because he at one time could see the Next Level's power in the very existance of the Univese as we know it.

Meanwhile other remnants who have come from nearby to Sol stars where they inhabited planet(s) that had previous been growing gardens but that went the same way that the Earth is headed - virtually destroyed by it's inhabitants, have been around Earth for a long time and want the Earth to remain a viable garden system for life development because they need biologocial materials - fluids and such. The gov't has been in league with certain of these groups and has had problems as well. Thus the goven't also wants to be able to fight them, thus the added push for weapons and power supplies to power spacecraft and fighting machines - lasers - thus nuclear technlogy and particle accelleration projects are of the utmost importance to them dispite the ramifications of how they will irradiate and toxify life and life support systems on Earth.

Many who were seeded by the Next Level have been scooped away to the dark side (it doesn't present itself as dark and isn't dark in that they do bad things to others, but are dark because they live thinking their illusion is the ultimate destination, the spirit world, thinking that from there they live forever and that it's somehow better than life in a body. That is the biggest illusion that affects many of the religious and spiritual. Sure there is no pain as we know it, no sense of death, no sufferring as we know it, but then there is no feeling either, no new experiences, no new growth. What we are when we die is what we will be in the spirit world until the planet is completely recycled. If we lived a good life while alive then in spirit we will continue to attempt to do good things for those in bodies that we loved. They become our guardian angels. If we did horrible things while alive and never repented (changed) then we will continue to seek to influence those in bodies to do horrible things to one another for this or that construed reason that is really their own programming. Those of us in bodies need to most of all learn not to listen to thoughts we know are not in our mutual human interest to listen to. The more we entertain negative thoughts the more we allow that discarnate to use our brain and eventual body to enact the life it enacted while alive. When a body is raised from childhood with hatred and abuse then that being is also prone to entertain that level spirit being. They can be stong willed and override it's attempts to use us and from doing so will build their will stronger. But if we listen to thought one then two then three, pretty soon we will begin to buy not only those thoughts but will form justifications to enact the actions they promote. It is in this way that someone who seemed to be a gentle soul can snap and do some horrible thing to another.
This is where many religions are on the right track. We don't have the right to take another's life nor to abuse or disrespect another as all humans are equal under God and under the sun Sol that God put here to offer us life. Where the religions go astray is when they insist that their dogma (mostly the celebration and appearances of holiness and self-righteousness and piety of their particular club often to the rejection of another with a different set of dogma). This is often the politicalization of the truth once delivered by the Next Level (Kingdom of God) to the humans on Earth. Once those who seek to control and enslave others have the power they do anything to keep it. They will even think they are doing their bad things for another's well being or in defense. It's not that defense is not a good thing. If someone is hurting another, it is honorable to come to their defense to stop them. But this can only rightly apply in a person to person setting as opposed to a country to country setting. God did not create our boundries and insistance upon ownership and accumulation of false securities that we then believe we must fight and kill to perserve. This is our doing. It's not even an advanced animal way. It's a predators way, one that has gone way beyond survival to a place of thinking of oneself as a god when they have created nothing but acts of manipulation of materials and energy. I believe the Creator Crew are headed here at a fair and steady pace. Some say 2012 is the year. Some Hopi's American Indian elders say this and others have said it - Mayans and Sumaritans for instance. I do not predict dates unless I was given one by a member of Heaven's Gate that I know. They havn't given me that information. But what has already been given is that the Next Level will not come by observation as if one needed to be skilled to see them. They will be as obvious as the way the sun rises in the East and sets in the west. There is no disputing their arrival. Thus they will come in the Heaven's with a Heavenly show. A new comet was just discovered that got real bright unexpectedly. It's called the Holmes Comet. Comets are not just what our science community think they are. In fact near nothing is just what we think it is. Everything is much, much more.

My only advise if you want to know what is true here and what you might do about it is to call on Ti and Do to help you. If you fear the use of their names as so many have tried to brainwash us to fear then project your asking and help seeking way, way out into deep, deep space, as far as you can project your mind, your imagination, your vision. This will insure that some space alien or part of the Earth centric spirit world won't try to step in to answer your plea. But if you are asking for things to make you a more comfortable and successful human, don't bother trying to reach the Next Level. You don't need them for that sort of help. They at times will help you with what you ask even if it is material or ego building as a way to help you see that it will not ultimately yeild you the ultimate human prize. If you want help to attain to that prize then go to the source and they are not based on Earth. They are aware of all that is happening on Earth but this is not their dwelling environment unless they have a specific task to perform as Ti and Do did.

You can hear some of my rough drafted songs at: http://myspace.com/jesussecondcomingufowasheavensgate or you can email me at: SawyerHG@yahoo.com

Sincerely,

Sawyer

Blog Heaven

Hi, I have just founded a Blog Religion. If you believe in it you could be saved.

So first off you might ask...saved from what? Well, all the other blogs of course because none of them say what mine does. In other words I claim the ultimate blog and so much so that it will cost you big time to find out for sure. And also you will be saved from the End of All Blogs a time quickly approaching.

Ah, yes a catch but it's not monetary - believe that?

No, it's just that the only way to learn for sure whether it is the ultimate blog is to take a leap of faith - cause I said so.

This leap of faith will leap over all the reasons not to do it.

And what is this leap of faith...to give your ALL.

You see I nor anyones else needs you to join this blog religion and I don't want you to join by being baited or lured because should you decide to try to join this blog religion, I will have a great deal of responsability put on my shoulders because most if not almost all others will say that you are a fool to believe in that blog so you will be primed to find something wrong with this blog religion that claims by your giving your ALL on faith you will be saved from all the other blogs and the End of Blog Time.

But there is more...

Actually being saved from all the other blogs is not the only payoff.

There is of course Blog Heaven or Bliss or Shagrila (no matter your terminology). Giving your ALL is what is required to make application for membership in Blog Heaven.

Yes, that is an application only, not membership at least not yet. Blog Heaven has very strict entry requirements but it also only has certain times when the blog heaven gate is open. A gate is open only when a rep from Blog Heaven enters the bloggesphere to appear like all the other blogs so to learn how to relate to other blogs on their terms with the task of explaining about the reality of Blog Heaven, how to make application to go there, when the gate is open and the way to get a boarding pass.

In case you are wondering, I am not this rep from Blog Heaven and I am not in Blog Heaven but I have asked how I could help the last reps who did come and have since left and returned to Blog Heaven with a small group of bloggers that gave their All - made the leap of faith and presumably will reap the reward of becoming a new young members of Blog Heaven.

After they left our Bloggesphere I, who was once with them for 19 years of attempting to give my all but left a failure but not at all against them, began to have many experiences, premonitions, direct conversation in vivid dreams, sightings of unexplainable things at my request, even presumably invisible bloggers who I felt were against this blog religion and my expression of it.

So here I am 13 years after leaving them, offerring you an opportunity of a lifetime literally. The option to demonstrate that you have once been touched by the Older Members in Blog Heaven in some way to where this somehow makes sense and you have to play it out further.

Oh, yes...one more thing...Blog Heaven is wonderful I'm told and if it's even 10% like the Older Members from Blog Heaven that I lived with for 19 years it will be a blast and will be fulfilling and satisfying and without the kinds of stresses we have here in the blogesphere.

Upon entrance into Blog Heaven one blogs forever. No one can cancel your membership as you will otherwise experience eventually in this blogesphere. You can always choose to leave Blog Heaven but no one does though there have been dropouts who were touched by Older Member bloggers and who made application and were accepted into a blog heaven program but did not complete their blog heaven graduation requirements. Some of these then turned against those in Blog Heaven and have lost their blogability, that is unless they can coax existing bloggers in the blogesphere to do their blogging for them by helping them acheive fame and fortune from blogging thus taking their eyes off of the real possability that there even exists a Blog Heaven and an opportunity to one day become one of it's members.

Oh yes, the plot thickens. Giving All is a process. There is no way to give all all at once. You can always turn around but don't expect to be invited back if you do. I will listen to your reasons but will have to ask those in Blog Heaven if you can be reinstated. That's not a threat. It's the same for me and though I'm nervous at times about giving my all I remain compelled to try one step at a time. I did give my all as best I could but got distracted by my self. I was giving my all for the wrong reasons - to be a special blogger. The process of giving all flushes out our real desires so we can see them. But for me the real reasons I made application and nearly did graduate into Blog Heaven with the others was two fold for me but also because of having been seeded by blog gardeners in times past and then saved for the current blogger harvest. I got hookwinked really by an invisible disgruntled X-applicant - blog heaven seeking dropout, but that was part of my test to see whether I had the stuff to withstand his constant barrage. I was not strong enough so I eventually gave in and fell away from the blog heaven classroom experience.

However, I am back having reconnected with the Older Members from Blog Heaven who have commissioned me to share this with you for a time before their last return to see if there are any applicants to save for a future blog heaven classroom.

And last but not at all least...you can converse directly with those last two reps who are now in Blog Heaven who have very advanced listening ability. You don't need me to do that. You don't need me at all actually. I am simply a messenger having had the real experience and connection re-applying to Blog Heaven same as you might be.

In fact their names are a song. The notes of the song are Do, Re, Me, Fa, So, La, Ti...Do..., emphasizing the last two.

So ask for what you want, but remember they don't need you in any way shape or form. But it is their great pleasure to see others valuing what they have. It means you have received a seed. That was a gift to you. You did not earn it but by your choices you found yourself asking.

If you ask the most important question you will get a prompt answer that will not leave your mind easily. It may be very subtle and will not be complicated or impossible to comply with though you may not think it doable. If you have the strength, you can always ask the same Older Members for the strength to accept what otherwise might be hard to imagine accepting.

With the answer you will also begin to have more insights. You may think yourself crazy too but never crazy in any way that would ever hurt another. Others you may tell about this may or may not understand and in the course of giving your all some may feel left out and thereby hurt by your choices but your choices are your choices. No one owns another and for every hurdle there is a solution that considers all things.

For your sake, give it your best shot and you won't be dissappointed.

If I can help you let me know and I'll try to mimic what the Older Members from Blog Heaven gave to me in times past...but it's a different time now so though the principles remain unchanged - what it takes to make it to Blog Heaven and when and through what process, the way in which we go about it will always be adjusted according to the current environment seen and unseen.

With caring,

Sawyer